More than one poke

I'm going to start selling my vicodin and darvocet to make the money back that I've spent on useless medical co-pays that have yielded no results, other than these random pain medicines.

Ok, well I won't do that since it's illegal. But it would help ease the pain of still being in pain and having paid over $100 in the last two weeks and still not have answers as to why I'm in pain in the first place.

Today I had another 'you may need surgery!' scare. Then within a matter of hours, from yet a different person, was told that 'everything looks normal!'

Pain means something isn't "normal." So I'm learning to walk tall, even with the limp that comes from my body naturally trying to get pressure off my pelvis. I'm learning to deal with the pain. I'm working on still laughing. I'm working on still working. I'm planning to go about business as usual for the next couple weeks and hopefully by then the pain will have gone away,with or without a 'diagnosis.'

I have a vitamin D deficiency. That's one thing I know for sure from last month's bloodwork.

Perhaps I'll soak in the tub tonight...